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October 3rd, 2014


04:35 pm
the last time i almost posted to facebook, i was living in Tahoe, California. the last time i actually posted was in the middle of a relationship that changed the way i relate with people forever. joe and i had some amazing times together, there's no doubt about that. but we also had some amazingly awful times together. sometimes i wish i would have been grown up enough to make our relationship work out, but i wasn't. and there's a reason for that. the all encompassing reason for which i'm not quite sure, but what i am sure of is that my relationship with joe has directly led me to where i am in life today. i would have probably never moved to hawaii if it wasn't for him, and at the moment i am living an incredibly blissful life with a man who i feel eternally grateful to know everyday.

i guess the reason i wanted to write this is to say that everything happens for a reason, i am creating my future by the thoughts in my head that inevitably turn to into actions, and that i should always trust in my heart for it has led me to amazing places and realizations in this life. love has gotten me absolutely everything i have, and i have everything i need and so much more. so keep faith in love. love yourself, love others, love life. as of now, i believe it is the answer.
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November 30th, 2011


10:44 am - BFFs
this was taken last year on my birthday. cruisin through downtown san diego in peter's pos vw convertible. going to the store to get booze. later this night was the first time we said "i love you" and im all warm and fuzzy thinking about it. finding him and having the strength to love him with the deepest parts of my soul... now THAT is what makes me a lucky girl.

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10:23 am
i can't stand it that so many people think i'm lucky for living the life i'm living. it's taken a lot of pain and trial and error to get where i am, but i refuse to be unhappy and that's all the "luck" i've ever needed in my life. too many people are perfectly content in living meaningless shallow lives and i just won't settle for it. if people would just think as much as they speak... the world would be a better, happier, more logical place. but instead there's just talk and talk and talk. no thanks. i'd rather sit in silence and breathe love than let shit come out of my mouth.

and just now i'm realizing that my journal entries on paper are not nearly as well written as anything i write online. which is a damn shame because i love the raw feeling that putting a pen to paper produces. oh the problems of being a child of a technological generation... just starting to think that i need to be on lj more.

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May 31st, 2011


06:49 pm
[6:41:06 PM] Hunter Williams: "alas that love, so gentle in it's view, should be so tyranous and rough in proof"
[6:41:11 PM] Hunter Williams: -Shakespeare )
[6:41:13 PM] Hunter Williams: :)
[6:41:26 PM] Katy Paun: wow, i think that was the least amount of time it's ever taken me to figure out what the fuck that guy is trying to say.

proving that you love someone is really, really hard to do. proving that you love yourself, i think, is even harder.

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October 24th, 2009


08:26 pm - Julian says:

There will be gas pumps that do not require you to get out of your car before we die. Mark my words.

So I'm marking his words.

Thanks livejournal, for being the most loyal Internet blog in the world. :)


Current Location: US, California, San Diego, San Diego, Santa Monica Ave, 5008
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April 9th, 2009


09:53 pm - Uh,

Sean deploys on June 1st, 2009.

Fuck that's soon.


Current Location: US, California, San Diego, San Diego, Diamond St, 2089
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09:53 pm - Uh,

Sean deploys on June 1st, 2009.

Fuck that's soon.


Current Location: US, California, San Diego, San Diego, Diamond St, 2089
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February 2nd, 2009


04:22 pm - feels good to be reminded

The world tends to work out as it should. Too many times I doubt that. I need to listen to my gut more. 99.9% of the time it's right. I should save myself the aggravation of doing what I "think" is right all the time and always do what I KNOW is right...no matter what anyone else says. Life is cake.


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January 14th, 2009


09:02 am

The australia team in the groups category on Superstars of dance just absolutely blew my fucking mind.


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January 9th, 2009


05:23 pm - "our warmup is your workout"
a week ago i was walking into vons and there was a man standing at the door handing out flyers. i love getting flyers so i instantly got excited before i heard him say "free fitness classes" as he handed me one. then i was ecstatic. i love fitness classes.

well it turns out that these fitness classes ive been taking for free are Crossfit classes. and if you dont know what crossfit is, i suggest you google it right now and find out...because its absolutely amazing.

talk about intensity. i dont think i can recall a single time in my entire life that i was this sore. i haven't done a single situp and my abs feel like someone used them as a punching bag for 3 hours. i cant lift or straighten my arms without struggling, and i walk funny. cant wait to get in amazing shape.

i guess i have a new years resolution...


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